In preparation for tomorrow's beta, I succumbed.
I did the POAS thing this morning at 9DPO. Just as I suspected, negative. Blank. White as a sheet. If those tests detect 25 IUs of HCG, there ain't no way anything is gonna show up tomorrow.
I suspected as much anyway this morning when my temp began to drop. So there you go. I highly doubt things will change so you can count me out for this month folks. I'm gonna head to a corner and hide away a little bit for a good cry. Back soon.
I'm sorry Gil. That truly sucks. :(
ReplyDeleteI'm really sorry, hon.
ReplyDeleteWhat a disappointment. I'm sorry. Hugs
ReplyDelete((HUGS))
ReplyDeleteGil, don't totally lose it just yet, pleeeease.
ReplyDeleteMy blood beta hcg with my son was 8 at 9dpo. No pee stick on earth would've picked that up. Give it til the blood test. Just in case, k?
((Hugs))
*hug*
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry Gil :(
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry. This journey hurts so badly.
ReplyDeleteHang in there...((HUGS))
I'm so sorry.
ReplyDeleteI'm going to pretend like you are just bad at charting! And I going to pray for things to work out for you this go round.
ReplyDeleteI have really appreciated your support and comments during the past couple of weeks. It has meant a lot to me.
Let me know if there is anything I can do to help you through. I'm here for you.
I'm sorry to hear about this cycle. Still pulling for you, though!
ReplyDeleteSending positive love & hugs xx
ReplyDeleteDude - I wouldn't count it out yet - 9DPO is really, really early. They expect to see min 25 at 13-14 DPO - but I know you know how you feel too.
ReplyDeleteStill sending positive thoughts and wishes your way.
That just totally sucks. I'm so tempted to say 9 dpo is way too early...but I won't.
ReplyDeleteSending you big, big hugs.
peace
shlomit
Fuck.
ReplyDelete9dpo could be too early, but it's never easy when you have a blank white test staring at you.
Hoping for the best, and holding your hand for the worst...
Hey sweetie...
ReplyDeletejust checking in....and still wishing it was too early...
thinking of you and your hubby...
peace
shlomit
DAMMIT! dammit dammit dammit!!!!!!!!!!
ReplyDeleteSorry that you had to go through that. Looking at that blank pee stick makes you crazy. We are all here for you whenever you need to vent and cry and complain. :)
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry. I wish there were more to say. It really sucks.
ReplyDeleteI am sorry. Please don't hesitate to contact me whenever you have questions about IVF ICSI if this is the next step for you. Thinking of you
ReplyDeleteI am sorry Gil.
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry Gil. A good cry always helps me feel better. I'm sending you a big HUG.
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