Prayers for a Fellow Blogger

I'm praying hard for Mommy Odyssey right now.

Her water broke yesterday at about the 23 week mark; viability comes into play as we all know too well. Go let her know you are thinking of her.

Please God let it work out for her, Shmaby and Shmerson.

T minus 13 hours... *gulp*

Thirteen hours from now, I'll be sitting in our specialist's office in Montréal...

... scared sh*tless.

I have no idea how this appointment is going to play out, but I am nervous tonight as I contemplate the various scenarios.

I just hope I don't walk out of there like I did our first appointment with the staff at McGill. I remember sniffling in the parking lot, bawling my eyes out by the time I sat down in the car and totally breaking down on our way back home. I was terrified.

At that time, we had already done so much and gone through so many tests, tears, grief and pain over the previous six years, I didn't know if I could pull myself together to get the "rest" of the tests done for the folks in MTL.

But I managed. We did it.

And look where it got us.

Please God, let tomorrow go well. I would love to make our little girl a big sister at the end of all this.